Why am I writing this? Blogging helps me arrange my thoughts, and I hope I never forget this, joining a company is more than just transfering learned skills.

Today I grabbed the bull by the horns, not content with just waiting for things to land in my lap I started asking questions, good start, then I used slack as a means of collecting information that would otherwise float off into space (because I am me and just like you, I am forgetful when under a lot of pressure). It's hard to know what you need to know until you know.

I then realized that yet again it was me putting myself under pressure and I'm trying to ease off now before I wear out my Sorry alowence, it came up again, I say sorry too much, (I don't see a problem but I guess people don't know me yet, sorry is how I start sentences, a bad habit I NEED to stop doing). Although trying to impress and get involved is contra to not doing as much. I am on probation, I am getting paid well and I don't want to let my family down.

Reading this back I can see I need to chill out now. Things will improve even more tomorrow.